Some experts in the field of
behavioral science believe that there is something about our earliest memory that defines us, and
holds the key to figuring out how our personality was formed, or explains
secrets about the formation of our psyche. There are others who think that with the exception of memories formed from
strong emotional events, whether
positive or negative, our earliest memories are simply formed when
our brains are physically able to form them. They believe that it is simply biology
that determines which memories
constitute our earliest memories.
Whatever the case, one of my earliest memories comes from when I
was about three or four years old. My same-aged friend Debbie Kelly and I had
left our little cul-de-sac, walked through our neighborhood, crossed a busy
road, and gone to the little mom-and-pop grocery store we were familiar with.
We grabbed what we wanted and proudly placed our items on the counter by the
door, where we were told we needed money
to buy them. We hadn’t thought of
that. We re-crossed the same busy
road, and were back in our neighborhood before my mother found us. As soon as I
saw her car approaching us, I began to hope,
in earnest, that she wouldn’t see us or at the very least that I wouldn’t be in
too much trouble.
I have other early memories, too. I
remember that not long after that incident we moved away from that house and
neighborhood and my friend, Debbie. Leaving the familiar, I hoped I would make new friends in my new
home. I remember my first day of kindergarten, and what it felt like to hope that my teacher would be nice and
would like me and that I would get to play in that cool play kitchen over in
the corner.
When I look back over my life, I
realize that while I have many memories, those that really stick out in my mind
all seem to be connected to hope. Hope that we would get the kitten I
wanted for Christmas; hope that my
grandmother would get better and not die (her real healing was beyond my understanding); hope that I would get into the high school, and then the college
that I wanted; hope for a future that
I imagined, hope for love and
belonging, hope for favorable test
results; hope for decisions I’ve made
and for so many things, both large and small, for myself, my family and
friends, and for the world. When we look back at our memories, I think we will
find that most of them are connected to hope as well.
The true, deep-seated kind of hope
that Paul refers to here is more than the kind of lists of wishes and desires
as I just described, however. Rather, it is belief, deep-seated knowledge or
conviction.
That
kind of hope is a crucial element within our being and is considered essential to our survival. People without hope often fail to thrive, but
people who have hope can do
remarkable things and face adversity differently. We know, for instance, that people who have
hope who are confronted with a dreaded diagnosis, imprisonment, deep personal loss,
or some other challenge, do better than those who lack hope and are filled
instead with feelings of despair.
In times of adversity, hope gives
us strength. In times of uncertainty, hope gives us courage. In times of
sadness hope leads us to know with certainty that better days lie ahead. Yet
there are those who subscribe to the idea that hope obeys Aristotle’s “doctrine of the mean”: one should hope
neither too much nor too little.
So I wonder how you, in your life
today, would define hope. How do you approach
hope? What do you even hope for? Do
you dare to have hope? What might you
be afraid to hope for?
In today’s second reading, from
Paul’s epistle to the Romans, Paul not only talks
about hope, but he locates and reasons how and why we, as children of God and
followers of Jesus Christ, can and
should dare to hope. In verse 14 of
the reading we heard today, Paul says that those who are led by God’s Spirit are marked as God’s family. We are God’s heirs
– heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ. Through this inheritance we are
freed in Christ to hope. Because of this inheritance we wait, patiently according to this text, carried
by hope, for the ultimate freedom that is ours by through the love of God and
the victory of our Lord, Jesus Christ.
But what do these words mean to us
today? What do they mean when we hear dire predictions about our economy, for
instance, or the state of our medical system, or unemployment statistics? How
do these words of hope strike our hearts when our memories are stirred to
remember abuse we have endured or inflicted? Where does hope lead us when we
contemplate the divisions in families, or between religious groups, or when our
political landscape is increasingly polarized, or when we acknowledge that
discrimination and prejudice continue to afflict the hearts, minds and actions
of individuals and collective groups?
In the past few weeks, events in
the world around us have given us reason to pause, and wonder if all hope is in vain. We are
increasingly bombarded with news, images and reports that are heartbreaking, devastating,
frightening, and seemingly confound
hope. When we hear of war, broken systems that cause the victimization of the
most vulnerable among us, when we acknowledge the loss of innocence by
multitudes of children around the world, including those in our own country who
lack adequate protection, when planes are shot out of the sky and bombs reign
down upon a land known as “Holy”, when concern over nuclear arms capability and
development and when international conflicts continue to afflict so much of the
world, we wonder if our prayers and hope for peace and justice have gone
unheard.
I don’t know about you, but as I
have watched the news in horror this week, I have struggled with the concept of
hope. I have struggled with these words of Paul’s that urge us on to patience. I
am tired of being patient. Hope seems fragile when confronted with the evil,
hatred, violence, and disregard for human life, dignity, and justice. How do we
make sense of the contradiction of faith and hope with our lived reality?
Addressing this scripture, Mary Hinkle Shore wrote–
In Paul's writings, "flesh" almost
always signifies a power, along with sin, that resists the Spirit of God and
that must be vanquished if human beings--body and all--are to be free from what
Paul calls "the bondage of decay" and obtain "the glorious
freedom of God's children" (Romans 8:21, NET). That glorious freedom is
not freedom from the material world, but freedom within a restored creation. It
is the freedom of an embodied life that reflects, as it had at the first, the
image and glory of God (cf. Genesis 1:27).
In [our text today], Paul points to that freedom
and describes what it is like to hope for such a thing here and now. A cluster of words from the realm of
family helps Paul describe the freedom that believers have in Christ and the
relationships in which they now find themselves: sons, Abba, Father, children,
adoption, heirs, joint heirs. The vocabulary describes relationships within a
family and a household.
We are, all of us, sisters and brothers in Christ. We are
inheritors of the grace and mercy God bestows on us, and led by the Spirit, we
are called to lives of hope. We have hope because through Christ, God has acted
to bring about a new age, a new creation, a new world that is struggling yet
through the pangs of birth, but will bring to fruition the new heaven and new
earth where war will cease, where God’s judgment will be final, and where all
the sons and daughters of the one true God will live in eternity.
But that leads us to the struggles of today. Through prayer and lives
modeled after Jesus that reflect the hope that we have as the children of God
we walk the Way of Christ, one step at a time. The Spirit of God is the power
that frees all of us and the entire creation, to live out the new identity that
we were given through Baptism as joint heirs with Christ, who suffer living
between the memory of what is and was, and the hope of what will one day be.
Shore writes,
The idea is not
that anyone (including Christ) earns glory by suffering; rather, as Paul seeks
to describe what it means to be a joint heir with Christ, he notes that the
joint heir's life is characterized by the same pattern that shaped Christ's
life. To be connected to Christ is to know humiliation and exaltation. To be a
joint heir with Christ is share in Christ's suffering, death, and resurrection.
The good news
of the gospel of Jesus Christ is that God continues to work in, through and
around us, building new memory, confirming hope, and through the work of Jesus
and the ongoing presence of the Spirit, renewing the entire creation. Jesus reinforces
our hope in today’s gospel reading where he tells a parable about the
co-existence of good and evil in the world. Jesus acknowledges the ongoing
tension, but promises that God’s judgment will remove all evildoers and causes
of sin at the end of human history.
Until then, we see renewal and new creation
break through every now and then – through the work of advocates for the
downtrodden and peacekeepers, or when we participate in God’s abundant acts of
grace through contributions of time, talent, money, energy and prayer. When we
are inspired through acts of healing and mercy in our relationships, or in our
daily interactions with one another; in our daily offerings of prayer and
worship; in our sharing Christ’s love, forgiveness and compassion with our
neighbor.
Regardless of what our earliest memory may be, may our strongest
memory be that which inspires our greatest hope – that God has claimed us,
blessed us, sealed us each with the Holy Spirit and marked us with the cross of
Christ. God has called us to greater things than we can ever have dreamed or
hoped for – and that because of this, we have nothing to fear. Amen.
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